You are going to have a comfortable old age.
Author: David Schwarm
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BP :: PJ9
#This is some bad poetry from a journal that has a pink bandana cover. It starts with a
#newspapaer clipping dated June 2, 1989.The Horror of the 1990 Dope Draught
psychedelic music feels
psychedelic music fills the air
Neil YongI hate poems
usually about
poetry
That don’t talk about
their
titles<<>>
I hope they
Read
This
And come to
Take
AwayEverything which I
Hold
Dear
Cause I have an
Anarchist
WeaponA death pistol
of
Mind
Fearless of their
Black
BootsThey have already done
The
Worst
And pay back will
Be
Sweat
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BP :: PJ8
#This is some bad poetry from a journal that has a pink bandana cover. It starts with a
#newspapaer clipping dated June 2, 1989.Whosh it comes Whosh
Across prismed
fleeingAn orange Bat
circling Irvine
A brown rat
entering a mine
Wealth Destroyed the
world –Information will not
Bring it BackApathy, the spiritual anarchy,
Give it meaning
lends it supportNo one morn the bat,
Fangs stuck in
Ceramic toads.
The Rat will Always
Resurface -
Reading List :: 02005-10-10
I am still falling further and further behind on my reading.
Here is what I have on my plate this week.
Power of Now
Blinding Light
Last night a dj saved my lifeand that is all I am going to put down so that I can hopefully get something done.
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BP :: PJ7
#This is some bad poetry from a journal that has a pink bandana cover. It starts with a
#newspapaer clipping dated June 2, 1989.A Poem for Mary Oliver
Pulitzer Prize my
Eye
Frank O’Hara adn I
can sort poems
Better with our
Feet.
Hour by Hour
you waste
Never Tasting the
Human.
Open your Ears:
Feel the Grass
Tickilings of
The Hammer and
Stirrup.
Charge open Armed
into the Experience
of your forgotten
weakness
– 9-22-90
Los Angeles<<>>
Some Questions You Might Ask
by Mary Oliver
Is the soul solid, like iron?
Or is it tender and breakable, like
the wings of a moth in the beak of the owl?
Who has it, and who doesn’t?
I keep looking around me.
The face of the moose is as sad
as the face of Jesus.
The swan opens here white wings slowly
In the fall, the black bear carries leaves into the darkness.
One question lead to another.
Does it have a shape?
Like an iceberg?
Like the eye of a hummingbird?
Does it have on lung, like the snake and the scallop?
Why should I have it, and not the anteater
who lover her children?
Why should I have it, and not the camel?
Come to think of it, what about the maple trees?
What about the blue iris?
What about all the little stones, sitting alone in the moonlight?
What about roses, and lemons, and their shining leaves?
What about the grass? -
Anti Muslim Ranting
Yesterday, i got into it with Jeff over the Qur’an. I am currently reading about ten verses daily & I find the entire book to be complete devoid of love. Jeff argues that the book is foundational for the faith, that it was written long ago, that I am reading it in translation, etc. He is likely right & there is probably some contempt before investigation going on on my part.
However, I have trouble applying the principle of AQAL when I am actually in conversation with someone – I find myself yelling & making up statistics, etc. I know that the path to growth is to expand the conversation to the human, but rather then doing that I try to make sure my super clever point is heard. shit.
I am going to go to a mosque at some point this week and I am going to work more on trying to find the love in the faith – I clearly need to re read the Rumi poetry.
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No Direction Home
the scorcesse documentary on Dylan is amazing. Covering the period up to 1966 we see a young man evolve into an artist.
Lisa responded very critically to the period in which Bob was lying to people about his past – his effort to be something that he was not was seen as disengenious, deceptive, even a rejection of where he came from. Lisa felt that in his description of his childhood he did not show enough respect to his parents as well as the state of minnisota.
I am not so sure I agree. But I do see some logic in the concerns about authenticity from the beginning. As Dylan continually challanged reality, expectations, perceptions, and even a belief in what is possible artistically he regularily acted in artistic ways that were difficult, controversial, or even flat out unnerving. However, these are all parts of his art and therefor acceptable. When he moves outside of that and confronts these issues in “real life” my response is not as lauditory – what is he hiding from? Does he really need to lie? that kind of stuff.
All that being said, the show was really first rate, I enjoyed the Baez stuff, the early folkies talking, the stuff with Pete Seeger ruled. Lots of fun.
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BP :: PJ6
#This is some bad poetry from a journal that has a pink bandana cover. It starts with a newspapaer clipping
#dated June 2, 1989.In an age of apathy
The poet laurate of the
pro la tariat
refrains from classic
notions of
“Heartbreak”
“Rainbows”
“Albemuth”
Bethovens violens
Coltranes Sax
Hendricks guitarZoom the ear electrified
A triumerate of noise and
knowledge
exploding in perfect
apathy.Boom the mistake Boom
was letting it take
so long
And embracing it too slowlyWhosh it comes whosh
across prismed
fleeting
up from earth
through heavenly clouds
And into the pot.Which when smoked
Rolls all three
and then someInto a single spine
walking back into the
sewarVII II
Whatever fuiled Billi Holiday
is my favorite -
BP :: PJ5
#This is some bad poetry from a journal that has a pink bandana cover. It starts with a newspapaer clipping
#dated June 2, 1989.Corso
Inspiration like cursive
is a means to speed life
and its duties up a little
so that death hurst less
and the sense of this
reality is appreciated in its
fly eye complexity. there are
no adjectives. Aolean harps
and four year degrees are
about as helpful as black ink
instead of blue ink.
It is all just ink.
Ain’t that right Gregory the Poet.
Yet, get it out fast.
Faster the better – shorter the
clearer. Ten million cantos will
not make things simplier, though
a burrito may.
Rober said speed kills, yet
Matt has a lap top computer,
a personal fax machine, and a
pool out back. Parsley, sage, rosemary
and ?
